I am near to my close
death but am still alive. I now know that the living God is real and alive, for us
personally.
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I can now prove this more actually than ever before, due to my
experience of God whilst nearly dead and even more so now.
My last
message before my illness was number 158. Since my illness my last message is
now 173 although am now having problems with numbering as some messages seem to
get deleted, so there are a few added numbers now to save better since 158.
Although this
happens, I do not lose messages, as all my messages are saved in an extra place
on my computer. This is in case I lose any John Chingford messages. If I get
them lost, they can be copied again from this extra place.
I am still
confident in most of the things I wrote about before my accident, as they are
now becoming more real to me, so please read my first 158 messages again. I have
noticed that these are actually very important and filled with information I
gained from a number of very good knowledgeable people.
So then, what
do I now know, due to my new experience.
Before, I
used to read the bible with real belief but with a fair bit of wondering about
the truth. Now, I have a much greater faith when I read the bible and know much
more what is true, than ever before.
I have a much greater knowledge of the
reality of the living God and know that He is alive as I have a much greater faith. Now (much more) want people to know these things.
My big
question is how I cannot remember a lot of things about my life and feel almost
dead, but somehow God has given me greater knowledge of Him to speak about Him, although there are many things I cannot do at the moment, but I can read.
I can also understand the Bible and understand God much more than ever. How can that be? We can all
guess God's ways and I have heard many of these guesses, but none of them add up. They show me that
people who have not gone through my experience can always just guess using just imperfect
thoughts about my experience.
I can see
that no-one will ever know what I have experienced unless they have my same
experience. As everyone is different it is very difficult for any two people to
go through exactly the same events, so how can anyone really know.
I do however know, that all I can only do at the moment is write and hear from God,
but hardly anything at all can I now do at the moment. So, my experience is amazing
about God.
Pressing
on, I can now understand the book of Revelation and get very blessed by the
things said there, and even more than any other book in the Bible. I will write later much about this book, but for now will touch upon that book slightly through a lot of similar messages.
Why can that