I had a close death but still am alive miraculously, I now know that the living God is real and alive, My proof in writing

I am near to my close death but am still alive. I now know that the living God is real and alive, for us personally.

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I can now prove this more actually than ever before, due to my experience of God whilst nearly dead and even more so now.

My last message before my illness was number 158. Since my illness my last message is now 173 although am now having problems with numbering as some messages seem to get deleted, so there are a few added numbers now to save better since 158.

Although this happens, I do not lose messages, as all my messages are saved in an extra place on my computer. This is in case I lose any John Chingford messages. If I get them lost, they can be copied again from this extra place.

I am still confident in most of the things I wrote about before my accident, as they are now becoming more real to me, so please read my first 158 messages again. I have noticed that these are actually very important and filled with information I gained from a number of very good knowledgeable people.

So then, what do I now know, due to my new experience.

Before, I used to read the bible with real belief but with a fair bit of wondering about the truth. Now, I have a much greater faith when I read the bible and know much more what is true, than ever before.

I have a much greater knowledge of the reality of the living God and know that He is alive as I have a much greater faith. Now (much more) want people to know these things.

My big question is how I cannot remember a lot of things about my life and feel almost dead, but somehow God has given me greater knowledge of Him to speak about Him, although there are many things I cannot do at the moment, but I can read.

I can also understand the Bible and understand God much more than ever. How can that be? We can all guess God's ways and I have heard many of these guesses, but none of them add up. They show me that people who have not gone through my experience can always just guess using just imperfect thoughts about my experience.

I can see that no-one will ever know what I have experienced unless they have my same experience. As everyone is different it is very difficult for any two people to go through exactly the same events, so how can anyone really know.

I do however know, that all I can only do at the moment is write and hear from God, but hardly anything at all can I now do at the moment. So, my experience is amazing about God.

Pressing on, I can now understand the book of Revelation and get very blessed by the things said there, and even more than any other book in the Bible. I will write later much about this book, but for now will touch upon that book slightly through a lot of similar messages.

Why can that

Testing and Explaining How Things Are Going for Me Now.

Testing and Explaining How Things Are Going for Me Now.

Planning and Discussing Our Future

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09 May 2019   23.31pm

As explained before, I had a serious accident, but am now recovering a lot and want to get back to my writing. I have lost memory of how I used to do a lot of things before, so am seeking help in getting these things back again to what I was doing before.

This work is getting very difficult for me on my own, so am asking good people to save their own copied blog (not mine, with their own personal saved numbers) and work out how I can get back to where I got to before, without losing anything and not having my own personal blocked numbering.  And I want to regain my many viewers of before, with the great emailing conversation we had, to communicate on this blog as before.

I do hope soon to be able to re-communicate and renew our great time together. This will include writing clearly to my old contacts again to communicate again in that great way.

However, I have been told that my new emails can still be read at the moment by you, but you cannot reveal anything to me of this. Until this is resolved, I am not allowed to receive emails from you or able to see which emails have been read by you. We are spending time trying to sort this out, which seems to be taking very long, but I am hopeful we will be able to communicate well and much easier in say about three months from now.

When we do communicate well, it would